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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Reflection

Why is it an innocent question and clarification will make you feel stupid? I really dun understand.

I dun think it's a comment made at that instance.. Have I been "teaching" or "guiding" you so much that unknowingly, you have such a thought growing in you.

The sad part is why does that thought ever arise in you? Why did you think that I would think that you are stupid?

Is our understand of each other not indepth enuff, that we have negative thoughts of each other?
If we trust each other well enough, we would not have such negative thoughts at all. Even in event of uncertainty from the words that are spoken, we would have stand in each other's shoes and try to appreciate what is the real intention. I always thought that we are so comfortable with each other, that words need not be filtered.

You have said I'm picky. Maybe I am to you. But I dunno myself when did I ever demonstrate that to you. Have I picked on you unknowingly?

My blindness or wat? I have tried to consider your feelings when I made comments. But in event of simply chit chat, I thought that it was not required. Was my efforts not good enuff? It seemed to be the case.

I dun like what have happened, but I cant ask further. Coz you would likely say I try to rebut or defend myself everytime.

Human relationship is a profound theory that I dun seem to get it at all. Sometime I made comments that you have big tummy, yet you are jovial abt it. Now I just asking simple questions with no personal comments, yet you felt hurt.

I'm hurt too.

flew into your heart at [3:22 PM]

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