Sunday, February 03, 2008
Yes, I understand your good intention. Yes, logically it was best to learn the right skills from the start from a trained coach. I noe ya trying to be nice to me this 2 days. And I dunno wat can ya do to make me feel better neither. Coz the " damage" was done. Time cannot reversed. Words cannot erased. The unhappiness and bitterness had already seeped in. I always counsel other ppl. So all those positive phrases I know better. And because I kept using them on other ppl, they dun really work for me. But I know I would " recover" after tue, and in any case, there's still CYN celebration.. lots of festive mood.. Till then, I dun understand why I have to feel bitter myself. Call me devil, but I aint angel, I do hope it rains on tuesday.
I cant believe I was typing this in pitch dark except only with the dim light from the laptop screen.
Okay, I admit I wanted to learn tennis long ago. But somehow timing, pricing etc dun allow me to do so. I tot ya know. And I was hoping that ya say sth like " Nvm, I teach you", " Nvm, we just go and play for fun" . Instead, ya told me it was better to learn under a coach. It was like pouring a cold bucket, no.. a bathtub, of water on me.
But, it was just nice to do a sport together? Maybe I would still go and learn from a coach if I decided the investment would be worthwhile..... after a game or two with ya?
And I was never good with ball games. Whenever there was a ball game in the group, I was always been left out unintentionally because I dun have much ball sense. Obviously, if I was holding the ball, I'll pass it to someone who will catch it, rather than someone who will drop it. So I dun blame anyone. Ya dint realise because ya were good in all ball games, so ya dint realise the difficulties of me trying to catch up.
flew into your heart at [1:55 AM]
Friday, February 01, 2008
Hey com'on! This was just a game for 2 boys. So wat was my problem? That was obviously some fuss made out of nothing rite? Fren B told me the ball game again. Fren A had spreaded the invitation to few more. Hey, u goon or wat? You told bf you dun wan to go rite? Bitter, I answered bf polly going lah.
flew into your heart at [8:32 AM]
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