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Monday, October 30, 2006

Felt so sian...

Tomorrow Steph last day.. no one to shop with during lunch time, no more young ger talk and gossip.. Back to the 4 walls in my tiny winy cubicle, hanging around with middle aged guys, obviously-a-struggle-to-break-silent during lunch time, MP3 and earpieces my only companion ... HAIZ ... SAD CASE

New guys came today. YA! WHERE ARE THE GERS???, as if I dun have enuff guys colleagues in the company, 2 came today. They are another SAD SAD CASE. Bored looking. Just cant be bothered to entertain them. WELCOME TO THE SILENT GUYS GANG.. ya, all of the guys except one in my company are silent weirdo.. they dun like to talk. they just like to listen. And the only talkative guy is still a married man, so the topic is still baby and some other boring stuff. Who say a good listener is good? I prefer talkative human beings who can interact with me..

Bangkok trip might need to postpone or even cancel. Disppointed. After a month, it is still 4 pax. Chances of finding another 6 pax within 2 weeks is like so ----> MIAO XIAO <---- The whole point booking a trip early is so that we can be hassle free, just prepare happily to go for the trip. Now we are neither here nor there. We cant have our refund until 2 weeks before the departure, and we cant book another trip until then. REALLY SICKENING. Seems that my trip plans seems not to be going smoothly as I wanted. Perhaps I shouldnt go overseas for the remaining of the year?

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Monday, October 23, 2006

Beauty Disasters..

Went to facial wash yesterday. What meant to be a nice relax session turned out to be tears and sweat...

The beautician seemed to be trying to dig out what buried deep deep down under my skin, on the expense of me silently tearing away... Dun she knew, what buried is meant not to be revealed?

Apparently not. She exerted enormous strength to try to squeeze the stubborn oil blot out. Physics had taught me that by exerting the same amount of strength on the opposite direction, forces will cancel out. So Stubborn Oil Blot ( in short, SOB) used the same amount of strength, refusing to move a single inch. I'm oreadi clenching my fists, frowning and shifting around in the blanket. I was sweating profusely, dunno was it due to the heat of the blanket or due to my nerves sounding an alarm... Still she ignored my Obvious Painful face expression, and took out the tweezer to poke a tiny hole in the selected spot. On ya..SOB was located on my delicate skin just right below the nostril and above the upper lip. And she started to sqeeeze and push the skin to force SOB out.

I cant tolerated anymore!!! I planted my nails into my skin, trying to shift the pain from my face to my hands. Well.. mission failed. I finally cried...tears just uncontrollably rolled out from the corners of my eyes.. She said," Just bear a bit while"

After what seemed to be centuries, the torture was finally over. She showed me the tiny winy SOB... OMG, it was really small. Was it worth my blood, tears and sweat? This was really a test of human endurance. Nevertheless, still got to admire her for her " professionalism".

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Read a very interesting article today on " My Paper aka Wo Bao"....

The writer is promoting marriage before dating. The title says " Why I dun wan to date ( tan lian ai)?" Well, he is not someone old and uncle and not married. In fact, he is a NUS mass comm, 29 guy who looks perfectly alright. Dun think he is some guy who cant eat grapes, say sour grapes lor...

ANYWAY..... he says the advantages are as such:

1) No complains about marriage is Love Tomb - Ai Qing De Feng Mu, as there is no comparsion with dating period
Me Says: You can always continue ' dating ' when married de mah ^---^ Anyway, higher possibilities that guys will treat their wives worse off when get married, because become " own property " liao. So better to be doted before ( during dating) then never hor...keke

2) No complains about " You are better when we are dating, now ( after marriage) you are like that... erm, meaning not as romantic, not as caring, not as sweet, blah, blah, blah
Me Says: Again, it's up to couples to maintain the romance between themselves, and not up to status. If a person is not romantic, he wun change before or after marriage. And comparsion meant room for improvements! Haha...

3) Once faced with failures relationship, the degree of devotion and commitment tend to drop. We tend to be give in more in our first love, when it's the purest. If marriage comes before dating, there wont be such a problem. Coz you would reserve the " purest heart" to your spouse.
Me Says: Hmm..if a person is pure ah...doesnt matter how many times he/she in a relationship. And practice make perfect! Wahahaha

4) We still mind if your husband/wife suddenly mentions about their ex gf/bf. Even though we wont be making a fuss out of it..but it definitely cast a shadow on the marriage. So without the existence of Exs, perhaps marriage can last longer?
Me Says: But without the existence of Exs, we wun know whether we are been 'mistreat' by our spouse leh....

Clause: Above are personal comments. If thunder same ( Ru You Lei Tong), is purely coincidental ( Chun Cui Qiao He) ..... ^_________^

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

People I DUN like....

1) Hypocrites

-----> Ex colleague in new company

Scene 1 :

Hypocrite sent email: Have you settled down? Happy with work?

I replied: So so lah, but prospects and welfare no good lah *blah, blah, blah*

Hypocrite sent another email: IA generally picking up, good to learn new set of skills also .... anything you wanna talk, can call me at my HP 9xxx xxx

Sound nice? YA RITE!! Scroll down further....

Scene 2 : Lunch Time

I went passed his cubicle to go toilet. Guess what? everyone disappeared!! Nevermind, shall go with my one and only colleague, let's called him Mr Demure ( Because he is more demure than me lor... talk gentle, walk slowly, eat slowly...)

Scene 3 : Food court at Junction 8

I saw the rest of my colleagues at food court! Damn, all of them went without the 2 of us. Kenak outcast for no good reason. It sure doesnt feel good hor! :o(

Scene 4 : Back in the office

Hypocrite emailed me again: Saw you just now. Usually now we lunch in small group. Be proactive and arrange with us to lunch together. All the colleagues are pleasant.

HALO?? I went with Mr Demure = small group. The rest of the department which is equivalent to around 5 person = big group. Apparently, his mathematics sucks like anything. Well, I will forgive his mental disability in counting. BUT, to arrange lunch appointment everyday? For goodness sake, my cubicle is in the last row, how am I gonna know when they are leaving the office?? Ya, maybe I should install cctv at the exit and monitor their movements at my monitor? Or maybe I should fix appointment early in the morning? Crazy...we are all stationed at the same level, cubicles next to each other, do I need to do that??

I'm not begging for people to lunch together. In fact, I care less ... it's so much easier to lunch alone rather than act interested in their topics. ( I just cant click with them..perhaps of the age gap)

I just dislike people trying to act nice, when they are seriously not genuine at all! Just leave me alone man!

2) Inconsiderate people

Scene 1 : Inside a bus

Walked passed Inconsiderate A, who thinks that her box of mooncake deserve a seat rather than a cute, smart ger like me. Hmm, let's see. Maybe the mooncakes aren't feeling quite well?? Imagine your stomach kenak stuffed with 2 balls ( assuming double egg yolk) , and suffocated inside a box. Okay, the mooncakes deserve the seat. Well what can I say? A short term good owner ( coz she still gonna eat the mooncakes) but superb duper inconsiderate person.

Scene 2 : Inside a bus

Walked passed Inconsiderate B, who carried lots and lots of stuff on her lap and basically blocked the "entrance" to the inner seat. Is that a ghost sitting there? If there is, she should scare the hell of her life, should be able to run home mah...why still sits at the outer seat? Worse still, she dun have any intention to let other to access the seat. I dunno, but if I dun wanna take the inner seat, I will shift my body to the side so that other can easily walk in to take the inner seat. BUT Inconsiderate B just sit there, facing straight, with bags blocking until some guy finally said, " Excuse me"

Aside to ML, ya, I'm complaining again. But cant blame me! I'm Singaporean! =P

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